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gutsrot

Dec 2, 2018

im back and kickin it / why i even left

1 min read

_{yeah, mommygf is over
anyone whos waiting on shit over there is basically screwed so if you somehow see this, shoot me a note so i can finish that shit

so basically, i left quite a while ago due to several things piling up:
1. im way different than half the people here. i'm not saying uwu wow im diuffere nt lmooa lmao nobody understands me boohoo kinda shit
im a conservitard that doesnt appreciate the whole "gender spectrum" shit and a good majority of the people i knew were like that and really, really pushy about it.

2. people wouldnt stop rubbing in my face how special and different they were because they were a fuckin genderqueer polysexual dingledick furry or something

3. i was literally at the hand of harassment because i supported our president and i hated it

4. thats all ily guys anyways}

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gutsrot

Mar 18, 2018

howdy fellas, ive done a move

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_{i havent been here in literally almost a year,, and i think im finally ready to come back - but with a different account.
please watch mommygf !

and to everyone i owe art/commissions / adopts to - i'm sorry that i havent done anything with them sooner.
if you've paid me for a custom or anything - please message or note me on my new account so that i can be reminded of what i have to do.
specifically Bard-Barian, i've been especially freaking about the entire thinG

so yeah just note / watch my new acct, id appreciate it a lot ! ty ty !! <3}

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gutsrot

Aug 3, 2017

um ??????????? vent yeah ignore pls and thank

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ive gotten to the point where i juSt wanna talk about shit like idc ive been keeping my mouth shut for too long and have been avoiding the idea of venting my frustration on here because i always seem to lose watchers over being a fucking human and i could honestly care less no w i just wanna get everything out like holy shit
so anyways heres what ive been bottling up for a long time now

like, one thing that i wanna get out is how fucking upset i am that my generation and the ones after mine are such fucking degenerates
my own nephew makes dumbass grunts and noises instead of speaking most of the time like any other intelligent 7 yr old would
and everyone my age is either knocked up with a baby with no dad or rotting their brains with whatever they can get their hands on

and ive been driving myself into a downward spiral with stocking up on so much information lately
with the move and everything coming up, sure, thats to be expected
especially having to finish 3 classes in the next week or im not making it into that performing arts school i wanted to get into

ive gotten more and more into conspiracies through reddit and a bunch of other places, (conspiracies =/ conspiracy theories, conspiracies are true facts to hurt the government and the citizens around them), and everything ive been learning has been really fucking me up lately like holy shit you have no idea
i even told charlie abt not even a quarter of what ive learned and he already told me he wanted to get fucked up to forget all of it
everything ive learned in such a short time including (more information on) the #PizzaGate situation, the pedo ring in the music industry, and even pedophilia rings on YouTube
things like that, including the Bohemeian Grove and a bunch of things about how Chesters death was pretty much a murder (and if you look into it, its all pretty believable)

idk guys theres a lot of shit happening rn and it all just boils down to my undying feeling of depression and suicide despite having a damn-near perfect relationship and a somewhat okay standing situation with my friends, parents and siblings and other family members atm ?? i just feel pissed off at everything and feel like i know,, too much ??
like damn dude suicide seems nice just to end this unforgiving mental/emotional agony im going through rn
but i also promised i wouldnt hurt myself or anything and i kinda broke it before,, and i just felt guilty over that so now i really really wanna try to get better ???

hh when i move to Utah ill try my best to get that Seroquel prescription as best as i can because honestly, its the next best solution to my problems

idk guys im sorry of im spamming you just please ignore all of this, i already feel a lot better getting my things out and finally voiced at least somewhere,,}

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gutsrot

Aug 3, 2017

unf unf unf eat aWHOLE tiddy

5 min read

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_{uhhhhh poses

i'm insecure about my:
[x] smile
[x] belly
[x] teeth
[x] eyes
[ ] nose
[x] hair
[x] hands
[x] legs
[x] arms
[x] feet
[ ] voice
[x] laugh
[x] weight
[ ] height
[x] chest
[x] style
[x] personality
[x] singing voice

i have:
[x] ADHD
[ ] ADD
[x] depression
[x] schizophrenia
[ ] an eating disorder
[/] bipolar (p r o b a b l y)
[x] ocd
[ ] gender dysphoria
[x] anxiety
[x] panic attacks
[ ] dyslexia

i am:
[ ] single
[x] taken
[x] waiting for a miracle
[ ] happy
[ ] sad
[x] angry
[ ] lonely
[x] tired
[x] bored
[/] horny (unf)
[ ] hungry
[ ] boy
[x] girl
[ ] transgender ftm (female to male)
[ ] transgender mtf (male to female)
[ ] genderfluid/nonbinary/agender
[ ] declining to state
[x] alien}

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gutsrot

Jul 30, 2017

hit that whidab

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_{[x] You get bad grades.
[x] You have had a pet die.
[x] You cry yourself to sleep at night.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] One or both of your parents are dead.
[x] People think you should be happier.
[x] You dont have that many friends.
[x] You have never been out of the country.
[ ] You have never been out of the state.
[ ] You are allergic to a food.
[ ] You are allergic to fur.
[x] You worry too much.
Total so far: 6

[x] You always feel sad.
[x] You think you're bad at what you do.
[x] You are afraid of the dark.
[x] You are afraid of heights.
[x] You don't have a pet.
[x] You have had a dream where somebody died.
[ ] You have never had a girlfriend/boyfriend.
[x] You have less than 3 friends irl.
[x] You don't get an allowance.
[x] You don't get food everyday.
[x] You are shy around new people.
[x] You get bullied.
Total so far: 17

[ ] You don't have your own room.
[ ] You don't have a cell phone.
[x] You wish you didn't have a sibling.
[ ] You wish you had another sibling.
[ ] You are an only child.
[x] Sad music makes you cry.
[x] Sad movies make you cry.
[x] You have been to the hospital for yourself.
[x] Somebody in your family smokes.
[x] Somebody in your family is an alcoholic.
[x] You have been in a car accident.
[x] Somebody in your family has been in a car accident.
Total so far: 25

[ ] You have many chores.
[x] You have had a bad sickness
[x] You have been in a bad storm.
[x] People think you're crazy.
[ ] You have never been to a concert.
[x] You don't have cable.
[ ] You don't have a facebook.
[x] You fear your death.
[x] You don't believe in easter bunny/santa/tooth fairy
[ ] You have been rejected by your crush.
[x] You sit alone at large groups of people.
[x] You look at the ground when you walk.
Total so far: 33

[x] You have written a sad song.
[x] You have a small house
[ ] You never met your dad/mom.
[x] You don't have a good relationship with one or more of your family members.
[x] You can't sing.
[x] Your parents are unemployed.
[x] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your dads side.
[ ] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your moms side.
[x] You don't get parties on your birthday.
[x] People have judged you by how you look.
[x] You have never been to Disneyland.
[x] You have never seen a play.
total: 43

Now, double it:
My life is 86% unhappy}

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Dec 2, 2018

yeah, mommygf (https://www.deviantart.com/mommygf) is over anyone whos waiting on shit over there is basically screwed so if you somehow see this, shoot me a note so i can finish that shit so basically, i left quite a while ago due to several things piling up: 1. im way different than half the people here. i'm not saying uwu wow im diuffere nt lmooa lmao nobody understands me boohoo kinda shit im a conservitard that doesnt appreciate the whole "gender spectrum" shit and a good majority of the people i knew were like that and really, really pushy about it. 2. people wouldnt stop rubbing in my face how special and different they were because they were a fuckin genderqueer po

howdy fellas, ive done a move by gutsrot, journal

howdy fellas, ive done a move

Mar 18, 2018

i havent been here in literally almost a year,, and i think im finally ready to come back - but with a different account. please watch ~mommygf (https://www.deviantart.com/mommygf) mommygf (https://www.deviantart.com/mommygf) ! and to everyone i owe art/commissions / adopts to - i'm sorry that i havent done anything with them sooner. if you've paid me for a custom or anything - please message or note me on my new account so that i can be reminded of what i have to do. specifically Bard-Barian (https://www.deviantart.com/bard-barian), i've been especially freaking about the entire thinG so yeah just note / watch my new acct, id appreciate it a lot ! ty ty !! <3

um ??????????? vent yeah ignore pls and thank by gutsrot, journal

um ??????????? vent yeah ignore pls and thank

Aug 3, 2017

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ive gotten to the point where i juSt wanna talk about shit like idc ive been keeping my mouth shut for too long and have been avoiding the idea of venting my frustration on here because i always seem to lose watchers over being a fucking human and i could honestly care less no w i just wanna get everything out like holy shit so anyways heres what ive been bottling up for a long time now like, one thing that i wanna get out is how fucking upset i am that my generation and the ones after mine are such fucking degenerates my own nephew makes dumbass grunts and noises instead of speaking most of the

unf unf unf eat aWHOLE tiddy by gutsrot, journal

unf unf unf eat aWHOLE tiddy

Aug 3, 2017

uhhhhh poses i'm insecure about my: [x] smile [x] belly [x] teeth [x] eyes [ ] nose [x] hair [x] hands [x] legs [x] arms [x] feet [ ] voice [x] laugh [x] weight [ ] height [x] chest [x] style [x] personality [x] singing voice i have: [x] ADHD [ ] ADD [x] depression [x] schizophrenia [ ] an eating disorder [/] bipolar (p r o b a b l y) [x] ocd [ ] gender dysphoria [x] anxiety [x] panic attacks [ ] dyslexia i am: [ ] single [x] taken [x] waiting for a miracle [ ] happy [ ] sad [x] angry [ ] lonely [x] tired [x] bored [/] horny (unf) [ ] hungry [ ] boy [x] girl [ ] transgender ftm (female to ma

hit that whidab by gutsrot, journal

hit that whidab

Jul 30, 2017

[x] You get bad grades. [x] You have had a pet die. [x] You cry yourself to sleep at night. [ ] Your parents are divorced. [ ] One or both of your parents are dead. [x] People think you should be happier. [x] You dont have that many friends. [x] You have never been out of the country. [ ] You have never been out of the state. [ ] You are allergic to a food. [ ] You are allergic to fur. [x] You worry too much. Total so far: 6 [x] You always feel sad. [x] You think you're bad at what you do. [x] You are afraid of the dark. [x] You are afraid of heights. [x] You don't have a pet. [x] You have had a dream where somebod